I’m done trying. I don’t want to get my heart broken anyways, and you’re driving me insane. Doing me. You are the most confusing person I’ve ever met.
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew..
Please don’t be in love with someone else Please don’t have somebody waiting on you Please don’t be in love with someone else Please don’t have somebody waiting on you.
My weekend starts now.
and it’s about to be a shit show. Halloween 2010. Gettin’ loko.
Things on my mind, 2 am.
I just oovooed with Max for a very long time. We talked about last year, the first time we met, good times we’ve had. He says he might come back here soon which I really hope he does. He’s such a weird person, so unique and crazy. You never know what’s going through his crazy mind. He told me the first time him and Greg saw me, Greg pulled him in his room and was like…...
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
Why do I get nervous around you? I never wanted this to happen.
Ten random facts about me.
1. I make myself laugh more than anyone. 2. I don’t care what anyone thinks about me. 3. I want to change my hair color almost everyday. 4. I want to be 12 years old again. 5. I write bad ass poems off the top of my noggin. 6. I wish I could dance so bad. 7. I make stupid decisions all the time, 8. I am not at all comfortable with my body, but I like being naked. 9. I ALWAYS want...
My heart and my head are telling me two different things.
You really piss me off. I kind of just want to erase you. I’m gonna act like you were never there.
It's a damn mystery to me..: Victoria Nichols. →
amysterytome: Dear friend, I am currently sitting in my bed right now and I decided to write you a letter. Well a tumblr letter I guess you could call it. I’m not going to tell you I wrote this but I know you’ll see it anyways. I want you to know I miss you so much. I think back to elementary school where we… oh my god. you are unbelievable. i love you so much. when i am done crying i...
Everyone knows it hurts to say goodbye.
Yesterday sucked. I cried and cried and cried. I’m happy and surprised you made time to see me before you left though. It really meant a lot to me. As I was sitting in your apartment, a place I’ve never been before, it was so weird. Weird how different things have been for you since we broke up. Things aren’t different for me. Everything is the same except you’re not there....
this is what i want to be for halloween.
You’re moving away Wednesday. I won’t see you around anymore. I won’t randomly see you at the gas station. I won’t see your stupid miscolored car around. I won’t see your stupid motorcycle, that I’ve known you wanted for so long, around anymore. When people ask me if I still talk to my ex boyfriend, my first boyfriend, my first love, I’ll say no. I...
You squeal like a pig when you’re fucked. You’d lick the blood off a dick for a hit. You squeal like a pig.
I don't care anymore.
Last night was fucking insane.
EVERYONE woke up confused this morning… like wtf happened last night? How about the landlord coming in and seeing that shit? I won at least ten games of beer pong, and I’m honestly not sure how that happened. So fucked up. The parts I only remember clearly last night was when everyone came up to me asking where I’ve been. Like really though, where was I? I don’t feel like I...
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right, And how you held me in your arms that September night, The first time you ever saw me cry. Maybe this is wishful thinking, Probably mindless dreaming If we loved again I swear I’d love you right.
I don't know what I want.
Ever. I am so torn. I always fucking make the wrong decisions too. I can’t even write what I want to right now. Sucks. Idk, whatever. I just want to carve pumpkins and go to a cornmaze. I don’t want to change the mentality I have. If you were to leave or stop talking to me, I’d be okay. I’ve trained myself, but if we got any closer I’d be in trouble.
I only care about myself.
I really don’t want to hear about what my ex boyfriend is doing, who he’s banging, where he is, what he’s eating, who he’s with, if you see him at walmart, I really just don’t care/don’t want to know. So leave me alone.
hipstercurtis: welcometothecult: littlelina: oh shit! (via pokingsmot) i want to be there.
So I'm not done talking about last night.
Hahaha, it was just so ridiculous. Everything that was going on was just so messy. Everyone was so fucked up on a Thursday night, everyone had the same goal hahah. People were coming up to me all night asking if I was the girl who got her appendix out, hahahaa. Yah, that’s me. I met new people last night, got slammed with people I don’t talk to who are in my classes, so that should be...
My horoscopes have been on point lately.
Which means the next couple of days are gonna be a shit show. Speaking of shit show, last night was out of control. I couldn’t even tell you what happened. I ended up at Ace’s though. God I can’t wait to see these pictures hahahahahaha…
My life is about to get REAL fucked up…. Team Tori. That’s it.
So lately I’ve been hanging out with an entirely new group of people, who I’ve actually become very close with. A couple months ago, if you would have told me I’d be hanging out at a house where four guys from the Bronx live, I’d tell you that’s probably not gonna happen hahaha. I feel so comfortable around them. They’re so funny, it’s ridiculous. I...
I really think I could write a book.
My life is crazy.
I spent my weekend with a cute boy who decided he’d rather take care of me, than go out and party. :) <3
Everything is fucked up.