April 2010
I am confident again..
Britt Hayes… she’s my girl. She gave me some good news a couple minutes ago. This weekend WILL go how I want it to.. I love my life. LOVE!!
March 2010
Mini heart attack...
This is gonna be the messiest situation ever, hahaahahahahahahaa… I can see it now. Right now me and Courtney are about to give each other tattoos. Hahahaha, tonight better be fucking good. Tomorrow night better be too. Get your highlighters ready BITCHES.
So I met an interesting boy. I have not known him for more than three days. We’ve been texting for a while, and he makes me...
I am not feeling confident..
I’m gonna see what I can do.
Miserable at the moment.
You can write a book on how to ruin someone’s perfect day. Really, he had to throw this shit at me? Why doesn’t everyone just mind their own shit. I’m doing me, and I don’t give a fuck about any of you. I got me in the end, there’s no good to anyone.
Side note: Nick Crunk, what the hell did I do to you? I’m not understanding why you randomly freaked out on me,...
AHHHHHAHAHAHA
So apparently more people read this than I thought. Wasn’t aware I was so interesting, but glad I can get some thoughts out of my noggin. Today has been really good. I napped, hung out with my family, and have been watching Deal or No Deal for HOURS. I love it. Honestly, I miss Courtney and am excited to go back to school to see her tomorrow. I hope tonight turns out like I want it...
If I see you and I like.. you're comin' home with...
If I told anyone what happened to me tonight, well last night rather, no one would believe me. It is currently 4:20 am. Oh the irony… Tonight was a milestone in my life. I realized a lot with the weird activities I participated in. I am currently still fucked up. I’m deciding on whether or not to tell anyone exactly what happened tonight hahahaha. I do know that I love my life. No...
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Stop, just lick it.
It’s 2 AM.. I don’t have class till 2:15 tomorrow. I LOVE THAT CLASS TOO. Abnormal psych, so good. I am feelin’ good right about now. Feeling confident this weekend is going to rule, we have a few options. I just don’t know which one is gonna give us the most fun. Does that make sense what I just said?
Anyways, in other news, my crush… is mine. I win. I can’t...
Loving life..
Last night was awesome. There were only five of us and I had such a fun time. My under-the-influence self has a way better time than my sober self. Life is so interesting. How could I have been missing out on such interesting things? This weekend I am going to actually do some school work… I haven’t been doing so hott.
I love my life.
I
“RIP IT LET’S GO!” - Katie Kissinger
“Well you are now… so it doesn’t matter!!” - Katie Kissinger
“I know what it’s like to be a guy.” - Courtney
I don’t know what I am typing right now, but I had a lot to say when I opened tumblr, now I got nothin’. Maybe in a bit.
Spring time!
I love Spring time. It puts everyone in such a better mood because it’s not so shitty outside, and people can go for walks. Since I’ve been at school I honestly feel like I’ve entered an entirely new world. The only thing is… I’ve been soooort of putting school off. I’ve been having more fun than I ever thought I would at this shitty school, and I don’t...
I want to write in this..
but there are a million things running through my mind a mile a minute.
Let me just type things as they cross:
Wednesday nights? I hope they’re still poppin’.
Grocery bag? I don’t understand where that fits in the song “bed rock”. I just don’t understand.
I wish I was back in NYC with Ant, Courtney, and Vicki.. watching Sarah Silverman.. full of pizza.
I...
I am blonde.
I had a very eventful spring break. A success if I do say so myself. Hanging out with new friends, old friends, family. NYC with Courtney, Ant, Vicki… Alice in Wonderland. FRIED! One minor setback but I’m dealing very well. I have thought up a goal before Easter. Push him to his limit.. hahaha. I’m gonna play with everyone now. Love this life. Love having random friends. Loved...
Kush so strong you can smell me comin'..
Life is good. This break has been so laid back and stellar. I did the coolest thing ever today. I’ve become closer to a lot of people I never thought I would have. Today my mom and I got mani pedi’s together. We’re getting matching tattoos.. [her idea]. I’m excited. Tomorrow I go blonde again! EEEEEKKK. Can I just say that this week has been the complete OPPOSITE as I...
These are the things that cross my mind lately:
I have no friends. I can depend on nobody, except for family. No matter how close of a bond I have with someone, they always somehow get pushed away. I don’t know if it’s my fault, but the two people that were closest to me, I don’t talk to anymore/talk to on a daily basis. It’s so weird, and I know most of you know what I’m talking about. Being so close to someone,...
Love life
and the state of mind I am in right now.
God damn..
I promised myself I’d never feel this fucking way again.
How does he have the AUDACITY ...
I can’t even say what I want to say right now, A million thoughts are crossing my mind. My spring break has fucking rules so far.. I’ve been hanging out with random old friends/people and doing things I never would have imagined. Life is good right now except for one thing. Thinking about it kills me. You’re such a piece of shit.
On the other hand I’ve got two things I...
Half my my heart, my mind, and my body are gone.
I have a big crush...
A big big big crush. I want this boy so bad because I can’t have him, he’s off limits. He’s taken. He’s a gentleman, he’s stylish, he’s genuine, he’s nice. He has a girlfriend, this is why I want him. He’s sexy. He’s a challenge. I’m going to continue to see him as often as I can. We’d be the cutest couple evaaa. The most random...
I feel great.
Wanna know why? Because I don’t need to use an internet source to have guys lined up. Some people may think I’m sounding cocky.. but no one really has any idea.
Once you have me, you’ll always come back.
It's me. I win. You lose.
I love this feeling right now. I love the friends I have. I came home, went out to dinner with my parents. They are the best parents ever. I honestly feel bad for the shit I put them through when I was in middle/high school. I came home, went to Beanz/Gar’s and got drunk with them, Dan, Garrick, and Mandee. They’re the funniest group to be around. They’ve got my back....
You wanna know how I feel?
I feel like it is WEDNESDAY. I feel like I’m gonna get HAMMERED. I feel like tonight is gonna be AWESOME. I feel like I’m gonna play a lot of beer pong and dance.
I am dying my hair blonde on the 18th. It’s going to be weird for the people at school who have never seen my blonde hair. For me it will be normal. I’m so excited.
I can’t wait to go to NYC. I can’t...
So ronreeyyy..
I hate being alone. I hate being by myself because all I do is think about things that make me sad. Once one thing goes wrong EVERYTHING does… Nick is on my mind constantly, not having any friends is also shitty, and school just makes everything worse. I am under so much pressure, and it doesn’t help when people say “how many shitty things does Nick have to do to make you realize...
This is the last night in my body.
Let it be known that I just youtubed Christina Aguliera’s “Stronger” music video, so I could type this and feel like I have some power.
I don’t believe anyone will read this, or is reading this, or that the person I am directing this to will read it either. So I’m gonna go all out.
I didn’t do anything to you. The last we talked YOU were the one to get ahold...
There are two things on my mind right now.
Both of which piss me off. It is 5:30 AM and I have yet to sleep. I can’t wait to go home tomorrow. .. well, today.
Saturdays....
All Saturdays are the same since I’ve been back at school. Wake up, lay around all day, try to remember what happened Friday night, then when 9:00 rolls around, do it all again. I’m okay with it. Right now I’m laying on Courtney’s bed. We’re Facebook stalking people. We may or may not nap. I think I want to. Goodbye.
I have a tumblr again, obviously.
I don’t know how long it’s going to last, but we’ll see.
So, as of lately my life has been one crazy blur. I cannot tell you the things I’ve done beyond last weekend. I do know that this past week though, has been so good. I spend all my time with Courtney. We are basically the same person. I have seen a lot of crazy shit, and done a lot of crazy things lately. I have...
