I'm pretty cool.

such a weird life.

Part of me doesn’t think it will.. either way, should be a good night. I’ll definitely have some shit to write about, I’m sure.

My life is about to get REAL GOOD. REAL SOON.

I hate how the only reason I consider taking out my lip piercing is because I know Nick doesn’t like it. …… We’re not even dating anymore….

Sad. Today better be good cause I’m sort of bummin’….. going to the beach. bye.

have been SO awesome. I love being tan and I love my friends and I love my life. I love the group I’ve been with the past couple of days. My girrrls. We are all so fun together hahaha. WE PLAYED WITH A OUIJA BOARD LAST NIGHT.. Scary as FUCK. It was me, Paige, Britt, Bre, Sam, Boyles, Brian, Bobby, Bryant, and Tom. We went to the Indian fucking burial ground shit. We found out there were like, 8 spirits and some guy named Ted. The ones who took it seriously were shitting their pants I think hahaha.

Like B Lask said in her post, we are so much alike. I love her to death and we’re gonna be there for each other till the day we DIEEEE. <3

B hayes- I miss you a lot. Thinking about your situation makes me so mad. I just want you to come home. =[ I love you.

I need to get with yoooou. AHHH

I am discouraged. I’m unsure. I’m confused. I’m pissed off. I want you. I hate that I can’t have you.

I’ve been to the beach for the past like, 3 days. I love it. I am tan and burnt, and making friends. I partied with people I’ve never met before. Well, maybe once or something. They’re good people. I love beach. beachbeachbeach.

I love beach, and I love friends, and I love beers, and I love tans, and I love days like this. Sam’s gonna have a fire tonighht. I’m gonna try to get my lip pierced tomorrow. Beach again tomorrow. Everyday like this please.

You are my sunshine. My only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are grey. You’ll never know dear, how much I love you. So please, don’t take my sunshine away.

Everyone had such a good time. No drama there, just fun times. Hanging out with old friends, making new ones, partying with people I’ve never partied with before. I can’t tell you half the things that happened, except for my heart melted a little bit. Hahaha, what is wrong with me?! AHHH. 

Crystal is coming over soon! We are gonna go to the park. I have been going to the gym everyday since I’ve been home. I’ve lost a couple pounds already, and I got a nice little tan. This is awesome haha… my liiiifeee maaaaannnn..

WAS INSANE. I had the most fun I’ve had in a while. Drunk as shit, with good people. Brandon knows how to throw a god damn good party. More times like those please??

I’m not sure why. I’m very discouraged and not excited. I miss having someone there to cuddle with, and wake up to every morning, and kiss me on the forehead, and hold hands with. That’s what I want, that’s what I’m missing. I hate that I don’t have that anymore. I get so jealous when I see people like that because I know how they feel and I want it back more than anything. 

I can’t breathe without you, but I have to.

I don’t know shit about fish, so I can’t work at the pet store. Fuck that shit, they’re fish. Whatever. Paige and I went to the mall and I applied to American Eagle… I think I’m gonna get the jobbbbb. Awesome. I’m not as pissed off as I was earlier. Whatevzzzz.

That’s it.

I have a job interview at 4. I’m shitting my pants nervous. 

Tom wants to go to the Jersey Shore for his birthday.. I hope we do that. I miss Tom and Corey hahaha. 

Do work girl. Then come back to us. Love you. <3

I love the beach. I love being tan. I love hanging out with good people. I have a job interview tomorrow. I’m excited to get my own money and not be poor and not have to beg for beer money. This weekend is gonna be awesome.

Ugh I am so interested in you hahaha FUCK