April 2010
I am home.
I like where I am at in life right now. Last night was so fun, of course. I’m just living right now.
If at the end you're in her room, well then...
I have to stop being this way, and just be excited. The more the merrier. I am so excited to get piss drunk tonight and just dance. I love to dance. I love getting all dressed up and just dancing hard. I love this.
I am very confused..
Not too sure what’s going on. I just know that Trey Songz is the sexiest man alive.
If you are wondering where I am currently at...
I am SO stressed out. Skipping photography three times was the worst decision I’ve ever made, because now I am so behind, and I’m basically not going to get any better than a C in that class. I have to take pictures of god knows what all day today after class, and then tomorrow I have to work in the lab ALL DAY to develop everything. I have to go to the gym every single day until the...
I am mad.
I downloaded this app and idk of it’s working, but I am annoyed so everyone can fuck off.
I'm in a weird mood.
I’ve decided to not let myself cry. I’ve done all I can do, I’ve got nothing left in me. My life is too crazy and insane and amazing to be bummin’ about a guy who can’t see that I would give him everything. He stole my heart, he was my first real boyfriend, but he won’t be my last, and he won’t be the only boy who cared about me. I have to move on....
ughhh
I wish Drake was here to get me past MY ex.. haSHIT.
So confused...
Friday night was one of the worst nights of my life. Thank god for grey goose, colt 45, and good friends.. or else who knows where I’d be right now. I needed that so bad. Then last night seeing Trey Songz with Britt.. the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen. He is the most beautiful man to ever walk the face of the Earth. I don’t even care that I waited 5 hours to see him perform...
Hey soul siste
IThe way you move ain’t fair ya know. I amcurrently fucked up. tomorrow i am going to see trey songz, i had a really bad night, goodnight.
Yesterday was quite eventful..
I can’t even tell you what I did.
In the past couple of months my life just HAPPENED. Everything just happened soooo fast. I’ve done so many fucking awesome things this semester. I’ve made new friends and got closer with old ones. I’m really going to miss it, but I am so excited to go home for the summer.
Friday.. Friday. It can’t possibly go the way I planned it...
Happy Holidays!!
Celebrating all day. =]
I am so confused.
What just happened? What’s going to happen? I am so upset and nervous. I want this so bad.
I am bummin' hard...
So bummed right now. I can’t even fight it.. I am miserable. There is nothing I want more than to give this to you and for you to take it all in and understand where I am coming from. I don’t want you to get mad, or roll your eyes, or think I can’t handle it. I miss feeling perfect. I miss the feeling of you around me. I hate this feeling. I hate myself.
I never have the internet anymore.
I never get to write in here, but now I do so here I go..
Thursday a bunch of us went to Lava. It was one of the best times I’ve ever had. The lights and the place was insane.. I had a ridiculous amount of fun. Then we get Paige who says she’s not gonna come with us because she’s “too tired”.. then I see her FRONT ROW AT THE FRUIT WHEEL. … never ever will I...
Can we just talk about this weekend?
Maybe this weekend shouldn’t be talked about. Let me just say, Friday was so interesting. I was gone. I was loving my life. I don’t remember much, my days just blur together. I think that’s how the first year of college is supposed to be. I had a lot of fun though. Last night was confusing and stressful, but as soon as I drank some more I was feeling fantastic. MY BROTHER CAME...
Friday night.
Time to get obblibreated. hahahaha. Love that word. Tonight is gonna be soooo sick. i hope so anyways. I am tired. I need to get my mind off of you.
Thursday night...
Round 3 of being absolutely fucked up. I went to Panera today. I am doing great things. I am listening to a great song. I love my life.
Here I am on a Tuesday night..
Drinkin’ some Colt 45.. We usually don’t do this on Tuesdays, but ya know. It’s college, I don’t have anything holding me back.
I will never be truly happy.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
I’m Aaron Fraaaaaanceeee.. OH YAH!
I love where I am right now. This is a good group. I just need to drink lemonade.
I went to Denny’s tonight with Courtney, Kayla, Jami, and Nicole. I like that group, we are so funny together… Pajama police hahahah are you kidding?
I am doing my best to dismiss everything that has been going on.
