January 2011
and oh my head's to blame, for all my heart's...
Day 12- Bullet your whole day
- Woke up
-Went to Nutrition
-Went to Social Problems
-Went to the tech center
-Went to the library
-Came home
-Sitting here with Katie Kiss and Paige…
… I’m not interesting.
I guess I can't be too upset.
I wasn’t always 100% honest with you either.
you're not sorry- taylor swift
check that out.
Day 11- Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10...
My ipod is too oldschool, so I’m going to use my itunes.
1. I wanna go home- Michael Buble
2. I’m only me when I’m with you- Taylor Swift
3. Crazy- Trey Songz
4. Suckerpunch- Envy on the coast
5. Su Woo- Waka Flocka Flame
6. I’m in love again- Maria Mena
7. So long sweet summer- Dashboard Confessional
8. This is for keeps- The Spill Canvas
9. We r who we r- Kesha
...
Day 10- Discuss your first love and first kiss
My first kiss was nothing special. It was with a guy I dated all throughout middle school, pretty much. It was in Canada, on a bus, 5th grade.
My first love is debatable. I told a guy I loved him, but we weren’t dating. At the time I thought I loved him, but now I’m questioning if it was infatuation. I was more interested in him than I was with anything else that was going on,...
Day 09- How you hope your future will be like.
Right now, I’m only concerned about my future 10 minutes from now, which will consist of me eating a grapefruit then taking a nap. Then who knows what will happen. CYAAAA.
Day 08- A moment you felt most satisfied with your...
Eh, there is nothing going on in my life that is SO TERRIBLE that I shouldn’t be satisfied. I’m not starving, or poor, or living on the street, or whatever. There have been many times where I am unsatisfied with situations that I’m dealing with, or moments I am unsatisfied with. The only thing I can really think of when I’m the most satisfied with my life is when I’m...
Day 07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
This is boring. I just looked up a bunch of shit on Cancer and it pretty much explains me, so if you’re interested, which you’re probably not, you can look that up.
I read my horoscope everyday, and that shit’s usually on point, so yah.
The one that got away.. came back.
——Once you have me, you’ll always come back.——
I’m back at school. Last night I got pretty drunk, and saw a lot of people I’ve missed over break. On the drunk scale it was a successful night, but on the other hand I got really pissed off. I need to just cut that part out of my life, cause I’m not trying to make this semester like that. I took a...
Day 06- Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
So I’m really not interesting at all, but I’ll try.
1. I’ve played volleyball since the 7th grade.
2. I played basketball since the 5th grade, then quit in high school.
3. I used to make girls on the opposing team cry while I played basketball.
4. I have two nephews. They’re cute.
5. I love Taylor Swift more than I love a lot of people.
6. My cat, Fluffy, ran away in...
The song I'm listening to reminds me of two Spring...
It’s kind of crazy how I can listen to this and not want to blow my brains out. It’s crazy that things are like this now. I’m really just going with the flow right now, everything just feels so weird. This could either end up really good or really bad. I care less and less as these days go on. I’m not the one who’s fucking up.
My thoughts are all jumbled, and...
twitter.com/torisomethingg
I can’t wait to go back to school. I can’t wait to go hang out with friends and get fucked up. This semester is going to be a shit show. I plan on it being like my first year’s second semester. Walking everywhere, being fucked up on the reg. I’m going to miss all my friends that I’ve become so close with over the past two years. It’s gonna be crazy not being...
twitter.com/torisomethingg
I can’t wait to go back to school. I can’t wait to go hang out with friends and get fucked up. This semester is going to be a shit show. I plan on it being like my first year’s second semester. Walking everywhere, being fucked up on the reg. I’m going to miss all my friends that I’ve become so close with over the past two years. It’s gonna be crazy not being...
Day 05- A time you thought about ending your own...
This is tricky. There have been countless days where I’ve just wanted to off myself, but the time that is mostly coming to mind is when Nick broke up with me. I feel like I put everything into that relationship, so when it was over I felt lost. Everything in my life revolved around him, so not having that one thing there really fucked my shit up. I remember wanting to smash into every...
and something reminds you, you wish you had...
There are too many things going on right now. I don’t want to deal with any of it. I just want everything to stop. I can’t even write what I want to. I don’t even know what to write. My mind has been going crazy. What happened last night was so surreal. I never imagined that day would come. It doesn’t even feel real. The timing is just wrong, in every aspect of my life...
Day 03- Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I don’t have a problem with either. You only live once, and if you want to have a good time, go for it. Miley, I’m not even mad. That’s really all I’ve got to say about that. Now let’s get fucked up.
Day 02- Where you'd like to be in 10 years.
Honestly, I haven’t given much thought that far ahead yet. I don’t even know what I want to do with my life. I’m not really good at anything, except for English. I know that I want to have a steady relationship by then, and if I don’t, I’m going to have cats. Yah, I’m gonna be the cat lady, and I’m not ashamed. I want to make enough money to go live...
Guard is back up. Sweet.
Day 01- Your current relationship, if single...
Currently single. I do what I want, when I want. I actually hang out with people, and have my own life.
I want to know what happened in your past that made you who you are.
I want to know what happened in everyone’s past that made them who they are.
parachute- mess i made
listen to it. over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
That’s how I’ll feel after all of this.
I can’t stop thinking to myself, “maybe if I was prettier…”
That is the worst feeling.
Maybe if I was prettier.
changing things. starting today.
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
I am really confused right now. I want to go back to school, but I don’t want to go back to school. I want to go back so I can not be bored all the time, but I don’t want to go back because I know this is it. This is my last semester. The past two years have been the same. Now what? After this I’m going to come home and what? I have to say goodbye to people I’ve gotten to...
I was enchanted to meet you.
:)
I want to stay in this bed forever.
So I'm in the city.
It’s BEAUTIFUL. Everywhere I go there are so many lights and I just want to stay here forever. The only way I can explain this is different. It’s exciting. Not boring. Amsterdam sucks. There’s shit going on EVERYWHERE. I loooove it.
I’ve been thinking about so many things. I wonder if we’re too different. I sort of don’t feel good enough for you. Like I have...
It's hard to leave sometimes, but you know where I...
something doesn’t feel right.
I'm losing it.
you can stay if you want to and i'll try to keep...
He’ll never fall in love, he swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair.
I’m laughing cause I hope he’s wrong.
And I don’t think it’d ever cross his mind.
He tells a joke, I fake a smile.
But I know all his favorite songs….
My horoscope sucks today. I just got over this...
A relationship that usually seems safe may test your limits today as you struggle to redefine your boundaries. Normally, you don’t like feeling insecure, but you may enjoy the adrenaline rush now, especially if you’re riding a wave of self-confidence. Blind optimism will surely land you in trouble, so make sure that you balance your hopes and dreams with the common sense and advice...
best.movie.ever.
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes me ryhme I hate the way you’re always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way you’re...