Something that you miss
britt3ny: That summer. That July 4th. Those friends. That feeling. which july 4th, man? last one? cause adam’s house was insane and that was the most plastered i’ve ever been. tequila will kill ya. ;)
How come everyone I’ve been really interested in moves across the world and then decides they wanna make me their wifey. Come on. Timing is a crazy thing.
I'm really dumb.
Really really really stupid girl.
the little things- colbie caillat
The little things, you do to me are taking me over, i wanna show ya everything inside of me like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating my feet are stuck here, against the pavement i wanna break free, i wanna make it closer to your eyes, get your attention before you pass me by So back up back up take another chance Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you Wake up wake up this aint just a...
oxygen- colbie caillat
I can have what I want right now.
It doesn’t feel right.
robonmyknob: 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU, directed by Gil Junger (1999) had to. greatest movie ever.
I've got everything figured out in my head.
All I keep thinking about is that one time I sat on the swings and cried, while my friends and family sat around the fire in the backyard. The way it feels to get your hopes up, then just have everything ripped out from under you. I never want to feel that way.. ever again.
I can see
that nothing is going to change.
Paige and I have more fun alone than we do with other people. We sat around the table, played cards, and got all sorts of fucked up last night. Just us two. We talked, and laughed, and just had the best time ever. We talked about how we’ve been legit best friends since the day we met. We have been consistently hanging out since the first day we met. We talked about how it wasn’t even a...
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at...
Last night was..
ouch. You’re pretty sexy.
Yah, later. See you around.
I need to start spending my time with people who actually want to be around me, and people who actually care about me. There are people who ask me to hang out regularly and I just don’t answer them, or I just put them off. Why do I do that? These people, making an effort to spend time with me, and I’m doing what? Sitting here? Waiting for the text that will never come? Waiting for the...
I do remember the swing in your step The life of the party, you’re showing off again. And I roll my eyes, and then you pull me in. I’m not much for dancin’, but for you I did. Because I love your handshake, meetin’ my father. I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets. How you kiss me when I was in the middle of sayin’ something. There’s not a...
Don't wanna seem like I be missin' you. but I am....
I’ve figured it all out. It feels good to know it’s not me. Love is just a chemical in your brain.. I’m not worried about it. I understand it all, and I’m not mad. I get it. It’s okay. It’s okay.
My mind forgets to remind me, you're a bad idea.
If you don’t want to get too attached, then what do you want from me? What are we still doing? I understand your worries and your past relationship, but I’m different. I actually care and would do anything, pretty much. But who wants what they can have? I hope you realize that I won’t ever break your heart or hurt you. You’re the only person who makes my heart pound when I...
I love being home.
I love being home around people who honestly care about me. I am so thankful for my family. I wouldn’t want it any other way. My parents dropped everything to spend time with me today. That’s more than I can say for some people, who I put entirely too much effort into. It’s really refreshing to go home and be myself, and be ridiculous, and look like shit, and not care about...
Things are going to be different.
Sticking with it this time. Going home to clear my head. Going home to get away.
I haven't had much time to do anything really.
I skipped my classes today, because I haven’t had much time to sleep. Work has been kicking my ass. Long days, almost everyday. My paycheck is gonna be nasty though. Drugs and alcohol and clothes. Yup. I actually have to do school work this semester, which is different because I literally had nothing to do last semester. Fuck it. I’ve sort of been in a better mood, because I...
i always want what i can't have
but i can ALWAYS have what i don’t want. not interested. …. life is crazy. So I’m drunk and have decided to stop being Negative Nancy and become Positive Polly. Either way shit’s gonna end however it’s gonna end, so I may as well be happy about what’s going on while it’s happening. New attitude. Hope it stays with me through sober life. Who knows? ...
It's hard to make conversation when he's takin' my...
I kind of feel like a little school girl. I am very satisfied with how things are going right now, and I really hope this lasts. I hold you up on a high pedestal because you’re kind of perfect to me. I’m getting real gay right now, but I don’t even mind. Today was just an all around good day. I didn’t sleep much last night, so I’m tired really early tonight. Last...
and shit’s about to get crazy foreign.
I'm not really sure what to do at this point.
I know that I can’t stop. There’s just something about you that makes me want to stay. I can’t figure out if that’s a good or bad thing. You’re confusing. You’re beautiful. I’m just really not sure where to go from here.