April 2011
It doesn’t happen overnight
but you turn around and a month’s gone by
and you realize you haven’t cried.
not giving you an hour, or a second, or another minute longer
i’m busy getting stronger.
Twitter this bitch.
twitter.com/torisomethingg
I'm only up when you're not down.
Today was good. I love nice weather. I love being outside. I love spending time with you. I love talking to you, and finding things out about you that I didn’t know. I love laying with you.
I feel selfish. I’ve been only focusing on how I feel, and didn’t consider your situation. I’m going to try to be better. I want you to be happy all the time.
There’s not much...
I'm selfish.
and impatient. and dirty. and not where i want to be.
A lot of shit's about to change.
I’m nervous.
I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t...
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Everybody needs this on their blog.
this is good shit. bre morin- i know you’ll appreciate this
I don't believe in anything.
I’ve been avoiding writing in here, mainly because I’ve been trying to avoid my feelings at all costs. The past couple of days have been a restless blur, and this is the first time I’ve gotten to sit down and think. I wanted to vom all over today. There were so many things I wanted to say, but I could not physically get them to come out. I think I passed out from being so...
What is wrong with me..
I don’t give anyone the time of day who actually want it. Dumb dumb dumb dumb girl.
Overall- excited about life.
Tomorrow is going to be fucking spectacular. Tonight is going to be a shitshow. We may or may not get a bro pad in Albany next semester. Oh, and I’m NEVER getting married.
.. I could write a god damn novel.
February 15th 2009
My night goes on, I’m walking through crowds and everyone is asking me which campus I live on. I laugh because I am still in highschool. I make my way out to the kitchen where I see Matt How and he tells me to sit and play Kings with him and random people. I do. We are playing, and the “categories” card gets picked. I hear someone say “candy bars” as the category so I...
something you said really bothered me.
seed planted. can’t stop thinking about it.
Yah, he's a looker, but I really think it's guts...
I’m really over this bullshit. I’m sad it’s like this, but I’m glad it started at the end of my last semester. I’m really thankful for my real friends, the green street hooligans. I’m out soon. I’m moving on with my shit, and I’ll never have times like these ever again. I kind of feel like these people saved my life in a way. I don’t think...
Thank god for good friends.
I know my heart will never be the same, but I’m tellin’ myself I’ll be okay. Even on my weakest days I get a little bit stronger.
Ohhhh Tuesday nights...
I believe everyone was hammered by at least 9:30 last night. EVERYONE was all into getting hyphy on a Tuesday. Shotgunning beers. Funneling whiskey and beers. Last night was one of the crazier nights. One of the best. I love my life.
The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was...
you can stay if you want to, and I'd write to you...
I woke up in a weird mood. Not really a bad mood or a good mood. I’m happy it was so nice out all day, but I feel like it really hit me that I’m done here in one month. I got out of class at 12:45. I dropped Kyle Tucker off, saw Whitney along the way, hung out with her. Then I saw Genesis and Genesis along that journey, and hung out with them. Took a walk with Paige, then went up to...
I'm really not okay.
I’m gonna miss you more than you know.
My life is crazy. I could write a novel.. AND...
I’ve been binge drinking for a week straight. This past week consisted of class, work, and alcohol. I’ve gotten closer to so many people and have had some of the most fun times of my life. I love my life like this, and I love the people who’ve been apart of it. Last night in itself was crazy. SO crazy. Yesterday Plouffe had a BBQ, but of course I had to work all god damn day. I...
Today was a great day.
I did a bunch of fucking sweet ass things today, and ended it by getting real drunk with the greatest people of Herkimer. I’m really gonna miss this shit. Bonding time with a lot of good people today.
There are two things that are happening right now that are NOT going to be good. I’m excited for this shit to blow up. Then I’m OUT. cyaaa hERK!!
When you think happiness, I hope you think that...
Currently sitting in nutrition. Not paying attention.. I never do. I’ve been drunk every night since I can remember, and I love these people I’ve been with the past couple of weeks. People I want to stay friends with outside of Jerkimer. I said I was gonna go hard after spring break… Success. My life is in shambles, I’m leaving this town soon, so I may as well make the best...
Starting today.
serious changes. in all aspects of my life.
8:44 pm
monday night. tipsy. about to go and enjoy my youth with some good people.
:) happy girl.
It is what it is.
no one knows how hard it is for me
to put on a smile and be okay.
a list of events that may or may not have happened...
me and graham running shit on beer pong.
aimee and kayla being too fucked up they had to leave?
knives were burning on a stove.
window was shattered.
shit got serious.
i stumbled to brook wood but got kidnapped along the wya
cwent to rez?
cried in brittany polalrds’ car.
and now i’m eating brownies paige made earlier.
and now i’m going to go to slewp.
.mih ssim i taht hcum woh swonk eh fi rednow i
